It’s been a long time since I last blogged. As you all should know, I no longer have a computer, so I am unable to log onto the Internet. At first I was like whatever about it but now, now I miss blogging and meeting people online. I don’t know when I will be able to afford a computer; they are just too expensive. *laughs* I sometimes imagine that when God hears my prayers, he would answer in a poof, and my desires would appear before me… like a new laptop. Yet reality sinks in and again I remember that God doesn’t work that way. Maybe there is a reason why I don’t have a computer. Maybe he will provide me with the top of the line laptop with all the gizmos and gadgets at a later time, but right now, this is his will. How many of you know that God doesn’t always give us what we want? Only what we need and what his will is.

 

How am I? My walk with God is growing stronger everyday. Yeah, I may have my problems but I know that no matter what happens, I can turn to God, and everything will be okay. God is so wonderful and awesome. He pours and pours his grace down upon us, even though we don’t deserve it.

 

I don’t know why but I feel so inspired to write a book of poems. Actually God has placed it in my heart to write a few praise and worship praise songs. I am almost done with one but only the words, not the melody. I wouldn’t know how to go by creating a melody. That is why I called Pilar, a friend, to help me with that part. By next month I hope to have a few COMPLETED songs ready to be used! Wooo! This is one area I thought I would…. could never be used in. It just shows you that God can do the impossible and he will use the most unlikely. Thank you Lord!

 

I have always wanted to write books, poems, and songs but I always thought I was… stupid. I have never been good at English. Math I aced but English? I BIG whopping F!! Most of my schooling I was in RSP. Every year they would test us in different areas and ask us questions like “What would you like to be when you grow up?” I read one of these a while back and I couldn’t believe what I saw. Did you know I wanted to be a Journalist? I was speechless. Man! I was really reaching for the stars wasn’t I? He-he!

 

Right now Frannie is sleeping and I am already getting tired. Internet does that to be for some reason. IT’S LIKE A DRUG! “Having trouble sleeping? Just log onto internet and within 30 minutes you will be in bed sleeping like a baby.” I never understood why this happens but it does.

 

Yeah, so, yeah…

 

This will be the end. May God bless you all. I pray that you stay strong and keep your eyes on Jesus.